Wednesday 29 July 2015

Questionable Actions



The rest Tuesday past by easy enough and Jake’s guys’ night with Dom ended at around 2am, I was woken up by him attempting to have sex with me but I just pushed him off me before rolling over and facing away from him. He tried to apologise for not telling me he was going to be home late but I ignored him and went back to sleep.

Wednesday was quiet, I didn’t even see him in the morning when I woke up since he had already left for work which surprised me. He was pretty drunk the night before, I would have thought he would have been in bed complaining of how hung over he was how much he hates Dom.

My night turned to shit when I pulled up in front of Dom’s house and found Jake’s car parked outside, I didn’t know what to think of this but before I even had the chance my phone beeped indicating I had a message.

Dom: Jake turned up, have to cancel tonight.

I ignored the message and took off for Emily’s house, Emily was the only one of my friends that knew about my arrangement with Dom and it was only because she couldn’t judge me since she was having an affair with two different married men. She said she preferred them because she wasn’t always required to be on their beck and call and they had a habit of buying her things when they had to reschedule, this was something I liked to throw in her face, a little something called being afraid of commitment.

I knocked on the door to her condo not even thinking about if she was home from work or not and I was pleased to see her open the door and by the looks of her she had been home all day, still in her pyjamas with no make-up and her hair was in a bun.

“What are you doing here Tay, aren’t you usually with Dom on Wednesdays?” she looked a little shocked but let me in anyway.

“Jake turned up there”

“Those two are best friends Tay, it can’t be that weird”

“He’s normally at work still at this time, speaking of which why aren’t you at work?” she shrugged before heading over and laying back down on the couch, the state of the living room was enough for me to know something was bothering her.

“Emily what’s wrong?” I questioned as I went over and joined.

“Jackson is leaving his wife” she spoke while rolling her eyes, ah this is what she was doing.

She was doing everything in her power to avoid him, this has happened before. Whichever married guy she was seeing at the time decided to leave his wife for her she would cut him off instantly and beginning hiding at home, she liked the situations she had where she had to be hidden from the wife but when they were open to having a proper relationship she would run and she still thinks she doesn’t have a problem with commitments.

“I’m fine don’t worry about me, is everything alright with you and Jake?”

“I thought so, yeah I guess things aren’t 100% because I’m still going to see Dom on the side but everything else is perfect. Speaking of Dom we increased it to twice a week”

“Why don’t you at least trying to talk to Jake about what you prefer in bed again?”

“How about no Emily” I snapped at her and she rolled her eyes at me

I’ve tried having that conversation with Jake before, it didn’t end well. I explained to him what I enjoyed while having sex and he was quiet at first not saying anything and I thought it was a good sign but it ended with him walked over, cupping my face and kissing my forehead before speaking. His words were along the lines of I love you, why would I hurt you like that? He couldn’t understand that the pain caused me pleasure.

“What I don’t get is why you don’t break up with Jake and start dating Dom again because then you can have sex whenever you want”

“We’re not talking about this again Emily” I snapped at her and she waved her hand at me to me know she didn’t really care.

This was something Emily had brought up a couple of times and if I was in the mood I would bring up her multiple affairs with married men and then it would lead to us having discussions about how fucked up we are.

“Fine, fine whatever but honestly if Jake and Dom weren’t friends I would tell you to be worried. Didn’t they have a guys’ night last night? Chances are Jake is hung over and took off work early and decided to hang out at Dom’s, let me guess you were annoyed when he got home last night?”

“He came home at 2am without even letting me know, when he said late I figured 11 at the latest because that’s usually when he comes home during the week, if it was a Friday or Saturday then yes maybe I would have assumed 2am”

“Then chances are he’s hiding out there, just let it go. If you really want to know, make up some lie about going by his office to see him but he had already left, you know what time he was at Dom’s so use that time”

“Fine what are you going to do about Jackson?”

“Pfft nothing, he’s a bit more relentless then the others though. Apparently all these flowers turned up at work” I laughed at the face she pulled.

“Oh come on it can’t be that bad”

“No Jaime said my office is full of flowers, I’m probably going to gag when I go into tomorrow just from the smell”

“But didn’t you really like Jackson?”

“Yeah when he said he would never leave his wife because of their daughter”

“Wait Jackson has the kid? I thought that was Marcus” her face went blank and I laughed, chances are she forgot who was who and mixed up who had the daughter.

“Don’t be a bitch, how is work for you anyway? Claire still trying to be up your ass?” she questioned and I knew she was trying to pull the conversation from her, it didn’t surprise me. Even though she was my best friend there were moments where she had her guard up and it was hard for me to get in.

I worked for one of the major clothing department chains in the area and I drove between the different locations as an area manager making sure the stores were following protocol, making the projected sales and everything was running smoothly.

Claire was one the store managers and her store was the worst in the area and she was trying to make up for it by sucking up my ass but I saw through her act and it was only time before she was fired but we were trying to find someone to replace her first, except it was taking longer than it normally would.

Emily’s phone beeped putting a halt to our conversation and she looked at it, when a massive grin appeared on her face I raised an eyebrow at her.

“I’ve got to go, which means you have to leave so I can get ready” was all I got, I even tried to ask her about her message but she just pushed me out of her door and I headed for my car completely confused about what just happened.

I had left my phone in my car by mistake and when I climbed in I saw the flashing light indicating a new message, when I unlocked it I noticed I had two, one from Dom and one from Jake.

Dom: I’m sorry about Jake, he’s gone if you want to come over now.
Jake: I won’t be home till about 7:30 - 8, wait for me? I’ll bring home dinner.

Tuesday 28 July 2015

Comparisions and Thank Yous



It was later that night and I was getting ready to get in bed, Jake was already in bed on his tablet chances are doing work. He was lawyer and he was constantly bringing his work home with him, to begin with it was something that I hated about him but after I voiced my concerns he begun making changes to make sure I wasn’t forgotten and I loved that he made those changes for me.

I was standing there in my lace bra and boy shorts while rubbing lotion on my arms waiting to see if Jake would notice, I know it was wrong but ever since Dom left I’ve had an itch I needed scratched and there was no way Dom could help and I had to settle with Jake and hope it would be enough.

Jake’s eyes eventually flicked up to me, chances were to see what was taking so long and when they doubled back and the tablet was forgotten I knew I had gotten his attention.

“What are you doing baby?” Jake shifted in the bed and I definitely knew I had his attention.

“Getting ready for bed, why?” I turned around and headed back into the bathroom to grab some more lotion for my other arm but it wasn’t long until I had Jake’s arm around my waist.

“I think you should come back to bed now” Jake ordered, I turned around and wrapped my arms around his neck.

“But I’m not ready to go sleep”

“Who said anything about sleeping?” he spoke and not even letting me reply by pressing his lips against mine and picking me up to carry me back to our bed.

I hated that I was comparing everything Jake did to what Dom did, but I couldn’t help it. Jake wouldn’t nip at my neck as hard as I liked or how his hands were soft against my skin.

I eventually came and I could tell Jake was getting frustrated, it was taking longer than usual and I knew why, it’s because I had sex with Dom today and Dom was who I wanted to be having sex with right now, not Jake.

There was a reason why I agreed to Wednesday’s, it was because Jake took a boxing class at night and most of the time he was too exhausted to come home and have sex with me and I didn’t have a problem with it but since I now agreed to Mondays and Wednesdays I had to find a work around with this issue.

“I love you Taylor” Jake spoke as he softly placed kisses along my shoulder pulling me closer to his chest and I snuggled in against him.

“I love you too Jake” I whispered back before relaxing and falling asleep against him.

When I woke up the next morning I wasn’t exactly surprised to find the other side of the bed empty, it was normal. Jake was always up and out of the house before me, he had learnt how to get ready for work without waking me up and I was grateful.

What surprised me was when I went downstairs to get some coffee and breakfast was that Jake was in there making breakfast, I rarely saw him in the mornings like this. It was usually only my birthday and our anniversary or if he was staying home for the day that he was up making breakfast for me.

“Good morning babe, what are you doing home?” I headed towards where he was standing in front of the stove and kissed his cheek.

“Good morning, I’m heading in late. I’m not allowed to have breakfast with my beautiful girlfriend?” I smiled at him.

“Of course not, you just rarely do it, it’s a nice surprise” I leaned against the counter and watched him work, he kept giving me side glances but I just stood there watching him cook.

“You’re making me nervous babe”

“Oh come on, you know your scrambled eggs taste better than mine”

“That’s because I add cheese, you’re just too lazy”

“I’m too lazy?” I questioned while pretending to be shocked, truth was I always forgot to add the cheese.

He looked over at me and I grinned, we were baiting each other with this because there were many moments that both of us were too lazy to cook and we always ordered take out for dinner but when he turned the stove off and took a step closer to me I had a feeling I would be eating a granola bar in the car before grabbing a muffin from Starbucks on the way to work.

“You could prove me wrong baby” he asked huskily as he stepped closer to me and I was pressed against the kitchen counter.

“You want to have sex in here with breakfast long forgotten?” I spoke and he shook his head before his hand were on my waist and I was lifted up to sit on the edge of the counter.

“I’m hungry for something else babe” he pressed his lips against mine as his hands attempted to push my skirt up, I leaned back and lifted my hips to give the help he needed.

He had pulled down my boy shorts and gripped my thighs to pull me further off the counter to give him better access and it wasn’t long until I was squirming underneath his touch as he placed kisses up and down my thigh while rubbing his hands up and down.

I lifted my head and looked at him, “if you don’t do something now I will get down and go finish myself off” I threatened and he just winked at me before placing his mouth against me.

It wasn’t long until the moans escaped my lips and I was pushing my hips against him to encourage him, I wanted to complain when his mouth was removed and it wasn’t long until he thrusted two fingers inside and his mouth followed shortly after.

I closed my eyes and threw my head back completely at bliss with this moment, I could feel my orgasm building and I was currently screaming at this point begging him not to stop.

I finally came and collapsed against the counter to regain my breath but I wasn’t allowed that moment, Jake grabbed my arms and pulled me up to sit up and I loved the grin on his face.

“Your turn” I finally spoke while reaching over to undo his pants but his hands stopped me.

“Not needed baby, I wanted to say thank you for putting up with my parents last night” he leaned over and gave me a soft kiss.

“Well if I get this every time your parents come over then they can come over all the time” I put my arms around his neck and softly run my fingers through his hair.

“Hmm maybe you will get lucky and you will get it without having to deal with my parents”

“I won’t say no but I am a little disappointed that there is no breakfast”

“Oh that, I ruined it anyway. The lid wasn’t completely on the pepper properly” he shrugged before pulling away, I smiled at the thought he put in to saying thank you.

Knowing my legs weren’t going to give out on me I got off the counter and pulled my underwear up and fixed my skirt before walking over to him. “Are you sure you don’t want a turn?” I began rubbing him through his pants and he groaned before grabbing my hand.

“If you don’t stop soon I will say yes and then we will both be late for work” I looked over at the clock and realised he was right.

“Fine, then tonight I’m all yours”

“About that, Dom has organised a guys’ night. I won’t be home till late, sorry for the late notice” he kissed my cheek before leaving grabbing his bag on the way out. I muttered fucking Dom to myself once he was gone.

Feeling guilty?

I sent a message to Dom before throwing my phone in my bag and quickly heading to the bathroom to clean myself up and fix my hair before leaving for work.

Monday 27 July 2015

Can Dinner Be Anymore Awkward?



“Jake how are you?” Dom exclaimed before coming forward so the two embraced each other.

Dom and Jake were best friends, don’t ask me why Dom would be willing to let his best friend’s girl cheat on him it’s something I don’t want to get into. All I know is that the two of them were extremely competitive, they have been all their life.

Dom was how I met Jake, I ran into him while out on the town one night with the girls and if it wasn’t for the fact that he was dating, and these are his words ‘a skank who doesn’t even know how to give a blowjob’ I probably would have gone home with him, instead I introduced myself to Jake.

Jake and I hit it off extremely well and I did love Jake, I truly did. It’s just the sex that I hated, there was nothing wrong with it as such it would have been perfect if I hadn’t of been with Dom first. Dom was the one that introduced me into the rougher style of sex that I now craved and Dom was willing as long as we followed the rules and one of the rules that he insisted on was that I didn’t go to anyone else for sex.

It was a couple of months into my relationship with Jake that the arrangement between Dom and myself started, I was drunk and complaining one night to Dom about how the sex wasn’t mind blowing like it was with him. That was the only night we didn’t follow our rules, after that we met up to talk about what happened and I can’t remember how we both agreed to it but in the end we did and we came up with our rules.

Some of them are stupid and pointless, like my always having to wear underwear rule. Dom said he loved being able to pull my underwear off and I had something similar for him but there were rules that were serious and we had to follow, like my rule where I can’t get sex from anyone else.

I walked over and greeted Dom and taking the flowers from him, which was something he’s always done whether or not we’ve had sex, we go over and have dinner at another friends’ house and he brings flowers for the girl.

I headed back into the kitchen to check on dinner and when I stood back up from checking on the chicken Dom was standing there scaring the absolute shit out of me.

“Bloody hell Dom, make some noise would you” I glared at him but he just smiled

“Sorry but it’s too easy” he was right, most girls claim they can multitask, me not so much and when I was focused on something I ignored my surroundings. “You just left earlier…”

“You want to talk about that now? I thought that broke the rules” I hissed at him and he shut his mouth giving me a look and I knew that particular look. “Don’t Dom this isn’t the time and you would well and good know from Jake how things are here” I knew he wanted to know what was bothering me at home, it was what stirred the pot to begin with.

“You and I both know how good you are at keeping your mouth shut” I glared at him again and as much as I wanted to reply saying how much he liked it when my mouth wasn’t shut, I couldn’t I saw Jake enter the kitchen.

Jake knew Dom and I dated in the past, he knew the reasons behind us breaking up, he knew it was because we just didn’t work as a couple. I wasn’t sure if Jake was threatened by Dom because of it, he wouldn’t tell me but there were moments where I did wonder.

If you stood there and compared the two of them they were very similar, in the fact the only difference was that Jake had lighter hair and blue eyes. They had similar heights and similar body structure, one would think the two were related but they weren’t, their parents were close and they grew up together. Even their personalities were similar, both outgoing, affectionate and extremely protective of their friends and family.

But it was when it came to sex that the similarities ended, Dom was rough with his aim of making you want to scream while Jake was more affectionate and caring. Jake could give me my orgasm but Dom gave me world shattering orgasms, something I wished Jake could.

We made it through dinner with small talk and I tried extremely hard to ignore the glances Dom kept giving me while I was trying to focus on Jake and his parents, I knew Jake was noticing the looks Dom was giving just by the look he would give me and the hand on my thigh.

“The chicken is a little dry dear” Caroline, Jake’s mother made a comment on the dinner and I was wondering when that would happen.

“Oh I’m sorry, I didn’t realise it was left in the oven for too long. It looked perfect when I checked it” I gave her a smile and Jake softly rubbed my thigh.

“I think it’s perfect Tay” Dom spoke and Caroline made a noise in response before going back to dinner and her conversation with Jake about his work.

Dinner was finally finished and just when I thought that Jake’s parents would leave and I can head upstairs to relax and worry about my work day tomorrow Caroline decided to bring out dessert, I should have known the bitch would have done something like this. I just gave her a smile before grabbing the plates and cutlery.

Caroline might know how to cook but she could only bake one or two things and even then it was pretty plain, I don’t why she was on this weird health kick when it comes to desserts only. They always tasted like there was no sugar or anything remotely bad for you.

“Anything wrong with the dessert dear?” Caroline questioned and I looked up at her with a small smile.

“No not at all, it’s perfect as always, it’s just if I had of known you were bringing dessert I would have left room, I’m full from dinner. If you excuse me I have to go to the bathroom” I stood up from the table ignoring the look Jake was giving me and headed down the hall.

I couldn’t take much more of Caroline, I had nothing against Jake’s father Henry he was a nice enough guy, too quiet for my taste but either way he didn’t pick out things he hated about me and that was good with me.

The door opened only after I was alone for a couple of minutes and I just wished it was Jake instead of Dom and when I saw Jake step in and shut the door behind him I was grateful.

“Baby what’s wrong?” he questioned as he stepped closer to me and wrapped his arms around me.

“It’s nothing babe” I looked up at him and softly kissed him.

“What did Dom say to you earlier when I entered the kitchen, you didn’t look too happy”

“Nothing, he just made a joke about your mother and I, I didn’t appreciate it but I told him where to shove it”

“My mother loves you” he tried to say it with a straight face but it didn’t work and it didn’t take long for me to laugh and he shortly followed. “Look I’m sure they will leave shortly and I loved your chicken babe”

“And I hate your mother’s dessert”

“So do I” he grinned at me before leaning down and kissing me, shocking me when it deepened and I was pushed against the counter.

He eventually pulled away, “Come on we should head back” I nodded and grabbed his hand to head back to the kitchen and I was glad to see his parents were now on their way out.

Henry patted Dom on the back and I had to stop myself from grinning when Dom winced in pain, “Everything alright son?” Henry questioned.

“Yes of course, I think I pulled a muscle working out earlier that’s all” Dom spoke and when he looked at me I just lifted my hands to expect my nails.

I knew Dom’s line about pulling a muscle wasn’t true, well maybe it was but it was also likely that I had caused the pain. I had probably scratched his back a little too hard and most likely drew blood leaving his back a little tender.

“Very well, take it easy and maybe decrease the weights and try again at a later stage” was all Henry said before turning his attention to where Jake and Caroline where speaking by the car.

When I knew they weren’t paying attention to us I shot Dom a grin and the look he gave me was enough to make me wet all over again.

“Yes Dom?” I flashed him an innocent looking smile but he raised an eyebrow before shaking his head.

“Nothing Tay, I have to head off. I will see you around” he softly kissed my cheek before making his way over to say goodbye to Jake.